Scars sort of fascinate me. It seems that everyone has at least one whether they wear it on their body or on their heart. Almost every scar seems to have a story behind it, too. May all of your scar stories have happy endings.
As a homeschool mom, I am uniquely involved in my children’s everyday activities. It isn’t that I am better in any way than those who send their children to public school, private school or even daycare, it is just that I am right here to see the little accomplishments, achievements and transformations right as they are happening and it never ceases to fascinate, amuse and even amaze me. I am always awed and humbled by these young people and consider myself blessed beyond measure just to know them and even more so to be their mother.
The little guy who barely talked before he was five (he could, he even had a great vocabulary; he just didn’t), and who struggled with putting all of his phonics knowledge into use, now writes books. Really! I can hardly believe that he will be turning 20 in less than a month! Where did all of that time go?
The little girl who struggled with hearing loss and was sometimes functionally deaf until the age of eight is now my musician, songwriter and poet. She’s also simultaneously one of the sweetest and most thoughtful people you will ever meet and also one of the toughest. I’m afraid she inherited her mother’s stubborn streak.
The little guy who started talking at five months old and who used to climb all over the furniture and hang upside down asking questions all during his siblings school hours has developed that amazing constant quest for knowledge into a passion for understanding how everything operates, fixing everything that can possibly be repaired and constantly finding ways to make anything and everything work better. He vies with his sister for ownership of the Most Stubborn Person In This Household title, but I guess I have to blame that one on my genetics as well.
The little boy who left a path of destruction everywhere he went and cared nothing of rules? He can make pretty much anything out of anything. I think if you left him alone in a room with an assortment of random objects for long enough he could probably turn it into anything from an amazing sculpture to a robotic assistant. He’s just that creative. He might also be rather stubborn… Does anyone else see a pattern forming here?
As for my two youngest ones, they are only giving clues as to who they are and what they will become. The end is not yet in my limited sight, but I know it is in G-d’s. I’m waiting anxiously to see what He has in store for them. They amaze me every single day and I am grateful, so very very grateful to be here to share their lives.
After awhile, I awoke to the fact that I wasn’t really waiting for things anymore, I was experiencing them! It has become a wonderful and really busy season in my life once more. I find myself in the midst of all of the wonderful homeschooling stuff, and all of the daily chores and the joy of just living with my family all while dandling the most deliciously wonderful little baby on my knee or toting my little one about. It is fun and wonderful and sometimes just a wee bit overwhelming. It also means that my arms are almost always full. I still haven’t perfected telekinetic typing, but I am still working on it!
Life is good, life is beautiful, life is full of hard work and hard times, but it is also full of the best times and the most wonderful people. I am perfectly happy even at those times when I am also a bit aggravated or even a bit cross (and yes, I DO unfortunately experience my share of both. Just sayin’.).My days are often filled with writing out our Summer scope and sequence for each child while keeping a baby entertained and trying to direct the search for our Wildchild’s bestest best friend “Frog in Egg” and teaching the rest of the kids who are still trying to figure out how to search through the furniture for Frog while also reciting their list of spelling words or whatever. Madlibs have become a dear friend when it comes to teaching nouns, pronouns, adjectives, adverbs, verbs and exclamations. We can shout out parts of speech to each other while searching for the Frog in question. By the way, just how on earth does a toy that gets carried EVERYWHERE and never let out of a child’s sight get lost anyway? I’m betting that the Frog is in the same place as my last marble. I’m just sayin’.
So, during these times when you aren’t hearing much from me, I’m probably typing my scope and sequence with one hand, while balancing the world’s most adorable baby with the other and looking over my kids’ daily lessons. You don’t even want to know how weird our cleaning routine looks!
I have a confession to make. I’m typing around a baby. I know, I know… I made the exact same claim while enormously pregnant. It was true then, too! I guess that my situation hasn’t changed all that much. This little darling naps best when with me so I have started wrapping the boppy pillow around my middle, laying the little precious on top and scooting my chair up to the table so that my baby is safely surrounded by the table and me. This allows me to have my hands mostly free to teach my children, grade papers, type a blog post, make phone calls, read, crochet a small item and/or play WAY more Farmville than I ever imagined possible. (Farmville is boring but slightly better than having nothing at all to do. Besides, it is kinda fun to see what my friends and family have been up to.)
Life is good here in the nest. Things on the home front have, for the most part, been blissfully quiet since the completion of the renovation and the baby’s birth. My lovely niece got married just a couple of days ago. Her wedding was beautiful. SHE was beautiful. Not to brag TOO much, but so was my daughter who served as one of her bridesmaids.
It has been five years today since we lost our little Samuel. I still feel his absence when I look around at all of my children. Our heavenly father has certainly worked a great healing in our family since that day. but it still feels as though we have sooo far to go. I guess that I will never stop missing that little boy, but at last I can look back without the pain and look forward with more hope. Life is good but G-d’s faithfulness is making it all so MUCH better. I suppose that my heart will always long for at least one more look at Sam, one more chance to hold him, but for today, there are cookies to bake, children to hug and teach and a beautiful baby to cuddle. We are still healing, still learning, still growing and still here doing our best to love and serve the G-d who carries us safely through all of life’s struggles and pain, and also through it’s small triumphs and blessings. There is so much to be thankful for when I look back at our mile markers on this journey through life.
Lots and lots and LOTS of stuff has been happening here. We changed directions a bit with our homeschooling and then, just to keep it real, changed directions again. I think we are really back on track now, but it is somewhat hard to say since the arrival of the new baby has caused everyone to dissolve into fits of “awwww that’s so cute” at the drop of a hat (which can be somewhat of a hindrance to teaching and learning).
We have also done more Spring cleaning this year than we have in the past several. We’ve thrown home repairs, several leaky pipes and small-scale flooding and even a bathroom renovation in on top of that. The last item led to the discovery that it is actually easier to homeschool during a bathroom renovation than with a newborn in your lap distracting your children! Who knew?
At any rate, I should be back to blogging again in the near future (barring any more surprise renovations that is!). Thanks for sticking around in the meantime.

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